1.16.2013

Future

Hi,

This year is my senior year. The year where you have to define what's your future gonna be.
 I think it's too hard.

How could I know what I wanted to do for the rest of my life while I don't even know what to wear tomorrow ?

My mom is desperate about that. She think I don't care. She's right. I can't have me into the future, I just live day to day. I'm only 17 so sure I don't know what I wanna do.
One of my friends has always known she wanted to be a fireman, she want 4 children and a good husband. And I fancy her for that in a way. But she planned her life since she was like 10. That's not what I want. I want adventure. I want passion. I want to travel around the world.
 My parents don't really understand me. That's normal, they're worried about my future. But they don't even try to understand that a good job in a good town with children and husband is not what I'm expected from life. I'm gonna make a choice, choose a school to "prepare my future" for them.
And the day I will be graduate I'm gonna go far away from here, to see the world.

"Careers are a 20th century invention, and I don't want one" (If you have seen Into the wild then you'll probably understand)

Bye

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